Love really???

Hey my peeps, (ok I don't have very many, but whatever) it's been a while since I've posted a blog. I love doing it, but to sit here and write is a problem for me. I've decided that my post tonight is gong to be about love. For those who know me, they know that it's very hard for me to show my emotions outside of anger (it's not like I can't control it, but isn't anger and sadness easier to show that happiness and love?).

My husband will tell you that I am a bitter, angry person, but in the same sentence he'll tell me that he loves me. What he doesn't know is that I love lots of things.

I love my family

I love my friends, old and new.

I love my animals, Sammy and Mia

I love my husband (also a part of my family) although he may not know it.

I love being happy (although I feel as if I can't be too happy because anything can happen and the bottom may fall out from under me at any time.)

I love yoga

I love to TALK LOL

I love to text

I love words like FYI, LOL, LMAO, OMG and I try to use them in my daily vocabulary

I loved teaching

I love to read, don't judge, I'm a book nerd, so what

I love day spas

I love Los Angeles, Hollywood, Burbank, Long Beach, the South Bay (Hermosa, Redonodo, etc.)

I love Massachusetts, New York, New Orleans, Hawaii

I love date night

I love my job

I love making MY OWN $$

I love cars

I love presents

I love celebrity gossip, don't judge, I bet you like juicy gossip too

I love history, remember those who ignore the past are doomed to repeat it

I love music

I love to sleep

I love salt

I love movies, all of them (LOL ok so I haven't seen all the movies, but I have too many that I love, to list)

I love wine (tasting and in moderation. There is nothing wrong with a glass once and a while. Red is especially good for the blood)

I love shows like, Friends, Buffy, Angel, Charmed, Roswell, Vampire Diaries, Desperate Housewives, This Is Us, Supergirl, The Flash, Arrow, DC Legends of Tomorrow, Once Upon a Time and the Real Housewives of the OC.

I love social media

I love comedy

I love sarcasm

I love to travel, but hate to fly??

I love clothes

I love shoes

I love make-up

I love to one day have kids of my own

I love to sleep (didn't I say that earlier).

I think that this is where I'm going to end my post. I'm very tired and I do say that I love to sleep. I think that for many of us, it's hard to express out true feelings and that's very OK. I have a hard time with it, so I write a blog about it, go figure?? I wouldn't say that I'm an optimistic person, but I'm not a pessimist either. I would classify me as more of a realist. I think that, I think logically. I'm not asking you to agree with me 100% of the time, just most of the time.

Love ya lots!!

PS I love that I'm no longer an Unemployed Real OC Housewife, I'm just a Real OC Housewife and that's a lovely feeling!!